this saturday

hari ini, aku bangun as usual. gue sarapan. trus dilanjutin dengan polyvore. i mean i was online. buat sets seharian :D wehee, seneng deh.. my album di facebook di comment-in :) seneng seneng.. hehehe, thank you semuaa! trus, about him.. sorry, my mum was right beside me. yeah, you labeled me ‘not in mood chat with you’ i saw your tweet. feel so tired today.. kebanyakan online ckckckc.. tapi mayra got her turn jadi ga sepenuhnya.. ganti-gantian, 2 set polyvore.. ehehe :D everything was fine until at night, my mum marah-marah. sama kayak aku post di tumblr. oya, tumblr ku tadi ku update. masih ga ngerti tumblr. cuman pengen nyoba aja :P ehehe. oyaa, my tumblr: colorofmylife.tumblr.com

see you on the next topic yaa!

hmm hmm

ga tau deh.. kayaknya aku mau pindah kelas 3 deh.

gue males

gue udah ga tahan sekolah di pilar. karena apaa? karena gue keseel sama guru-gurunya dan temen-temen. sumpaaah, gue keseel. pengen pindaaaah! pindah nemenin bokap gue aja deh di manado. daripada gue sekolah di pilar. padahal dulu gue paling ga setuju pindah. gapapa deh.. gue jengkel sama sekolah yang terlalu ketat gurunya yang kayak (**************).. eerrrggh!

cooking time

wihiii, seru deh hari ini aku ada cooking time loh! setelah break di pelajaran dt. lumayan seru sih. ada yang buat ikan dengan sambelnya yang sumpah enak banget! trus, salad (truly, i don’t like it), spaghetti with carrot (?), and bawal steam fettuccine with shrimp and spinach.. lumayaan.. ahaha. tapi ada yang bikin aku kesel di situ.. people who don’t respect.. makanan yang udah dibuat.. huuh..

intensive english: daily dash

daily dash: the most terrifying dream i ever had (min.50)

day as past, so the stars and one moon painted on the dark sky. that night was cold but with those light made me ward and feel comfort on my bed. slowly, i closed my eyes and an angel took my soul in a land called ‘dreamland. there are many doors but i don’t know what happen behind each door.. this angel put me in front a door. crying voice and screaming that i heard. i’d like to escape, however, she don’t let me go. she told me everything to make me understand, i must go on. open the door and face this situation.

WHAT?! i don’t believe this! why it happen to me? why? he’s, he’s, he’s dead.. my brother, timmy, is dead.. and i don’t believe it. a drop of my tear is falling down. i don’t know what do will i do. i just stay in the corner of the room. lose my mind for while. shocked. all my family, i don’t care what they are doing. i concern with my bro. asking the same question to God. but no answer.

a day past, 2 days, a week and a month, i keep asking the same question. third month, the same. fourth, fifth, tenth, still until a year. so, i tried to willing and to let him go. after a long time, i can do it! then suddenly i pass all things that happened and go back to that door. the angel smiled on me and puff! i wake up in the morning as usual and i learn something on it :)

owl city

i like you to know owl city is.. i’m not really know about them actually. but i want to inform you that their songs are great! i like the melodies.. don’t make me bore when you play the song many times. try this track:

• fireflies
• dental care
• on the wing
• etc

or better you hear all their songs in their album ‘ocean city’ :)

KESEEEEEL

GUE KESEL BANGET SAMA NI ORAAANG! KAYAK APA AJA DEH. GUE SAMA OLIN JALAN MAU KE TOILET TRUS BALIK KE SWIMMING POOL DIMARAHIN!!! PADAHAL ITU UDAH BREAK TIME. GUE LIAT DENGAN MATA KEPALA GUE SENDIRI KALO ITU SETENGAH SEPULUH LEWAT LIMA.. DAN GUE TAU KALO JAM SETENGAH SEPULUH ITU BREAK TIME. TAPI KENAPA GUE MUSTI DI MARAHIN!!! SETELAH ITU, GUE KE KANTIN MAKAN. TAPI GUE DIMARAHIN LAGI KARENA GUE BERKELIARAN DI SEKOLAH. WHAT THE..?! ITU BREAK TIME DAN BUKAN PELAJARAN.. SUMPAH KESEEEEL BANGET DEH. DI LIBRARY JUGA, KAN GUE MAU MINJEM BUKU TRUS DIPANGGIL SAMA DIA. ‘KAMU TUH UDAH BERUBAH YAA?! DARI POSITIF KE NEGATIF…’ KATANYA GITU.. BUKANNYA EMANG (****-**** ***) YANG EMANG BERUBAH BESAR.. JANGAN NGELIAT DARI ORANG DONG. DALEM DULU LIAT BARU.. OKE SORRY KALO GUE ADA YANG SALAH ATAU APA-APA.. DAN GUE AKAN INTROSPEKSI DIRI GUE.. BENER ATAU ENGGAK.. THANKS UDAH DENGERIN :)

P.S.: BARU KALI INI AKU POST MAKE CAPS. –____-